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2h agoTotti presents book "Oltre": calls his farewell to Roma "like dying" and a forced goodbye
Francesco Totti has presented his book "Oltre" at the Teatro Brancaccio in Rome, where he spoke about his choices, wounds, rebirths and love, and about the most difficult moments of his career. Speaking to an audience of more than 1,600 people, he described his farewell to Roma as a forced one. The event was attended by his partner Noemi Bocchi, Arianna Mihajlović, widow of Sinisa, and former Roma player Vincent Candela.
On stage, Totti explained how difficult it had been to put his story down on paper. "The public and the fans are the most important part. I have always let my football do the talking, I am a man of few words, but this time they backed me into a corner: they forced me to write this book. I was hesitant. After 50 years I have to write another one, maybe when I am 60. It has been ten intense years, which went beyond the pitch. I still have to read this book myself."
He then turned to his departure from Roma, the most powerful part of the evening. "The 28th of May was like dying, in some ways. A forced goodbye, which I did not want. It was painful, but it is part of football: when you are needed, you are needed; when you are not needed, you no longer are. I reluctantly accepted the decision of that management. I was afraid of turning the page, I did not know what I would find. I felt lost. What am I afraid of? Of death. I hope to continue with the desire and passion I have inside."
Love is a word that recurs throughout the book. "It is a strong word. In these 50 years I have given and received so much love: from my family, from my children, from the people. It has been a simple, transparent give and take. I have done the work I always wanted to do: for me, this is true love. It is not easy to turn what you feel into words, but in that moment I was sure of myself. I hope I have managed to put this love into the book."
Totti also spoke about a dinner with Gian Piero Gasperini. "That evening at dinner, Gasperini gave me an enormous awareness. The love he feels for this city and for Roma got inside me. A coach who comes from outside and has this idea, this desire to turn everything upside down, gratifies me. The higher he takes Roma, the happier we are. At this moment he is the right person: tough, demanding, someone who commands respect. In an environment like this, that is fundamental."
On a possible return to the club, Totti said: "They have other ideas about life and work, and that is right. I accept it willingly. Things are done together, otherwise they are not done: if the other side does not share the same thinking, there is no point in going further. I am happy with what they are doing even without me. I am behind the scenes, but I am always there for Roma."
Gasperini sent his own message: "The other evening, against Real and Genoa, the most beautiful spectacle was the stadium. Seeing so much enthusiasm in this city was something exciting."